Secret Garden: Love Play (fantasizing about being in love)

27:17 Fantasy Lover Nov 23, 2018 28 comments 2612 965

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I commented on someone’s GWA post yesterday, about her request for more vanilla audio with no kinks, and I said that I wondered if [love play] could be a new tag or type of fantasy. I’ve thought about this for a while - because even though many of my audios are loving, emotional, and deal with new or established romantic relationships, I’ve been really hesitant to do anything that actually describes being in love.

I’ve been scared to do it, in fact. I’m not sure why, exactly. Maybe it’s because I’ve been drawn to selfish, narcissistic jerks in my life who don’t have much of a heart. But a big part of it is simply that I’m afraid of ‘turning off’ listeners who don’t want to be in love with the woman they dream about fucking.

Maybe I’m wrong about this. Maybe I assume that men don’t want to be in love because the ones I meet don’t want to be, for reasons of their own that I’ll never know anything about. Maybe I’m just a little scared of the emotional vulnerability that comes with it. After all, as one guy told me once (about my audios) - ‘Love? Come on, you’re just moaning into a microphone for guys to fap to, get over yourself’

Whatever the case, I decided to not be so afraid of it anymore. If I turn off someone, good. There’s plenty of spank bank material out there for a quick fap or a ‘filthy’ fantasy - you don’t need to listen to me (or even to this one audio).

I hope ‘love play’ becomes a thing - it can be just one more thing to imagine, to get lost in, to fantasize about. I hope you enjoy ❤️

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  • MadWithLust on 2019-02-15 12:23:35 (UTC)

    I'll admit, I was hesitant at first, but not because I thought that it would be bad or because I don't want to fall in love with a woman I want to's actually quite the opposite. I totally want that and I love to fantasize about it and I knew you would do this so perfectly! The problem is sometimes, it's hard to come back down from a beautiful fantasy to reality again and sometimes it's really frustrating to deal with the lonely feelings afterwards.

    But this was such a perfect blend of love and lust! Everything drove me crazy! The hot "let me tell you my fantasy"/"I'm yours, you're mine" whispers (<3) , the wild kisses ((<3 <3), the 69 (<3<3<3), the leg wrap (<3<3<3<3), the cumming inside (<3<3<3<3<3<3, completely surrendered all that pent up love!). I would have loved to stay inside and go back to warm, soft afterglow kisses but I was so drained, I fell asleep! Didn't even have to deal with any pesky negative feelings! :D

    • A Eve on 2019-02-17 19:23:38 (UTC)

      aww, I'm so glad to hear that! I know what you mean about coming down from fantasies, I've had that awful feeling too at times. I'm glad this was a pleasant experience for you xox

  • ThatIrishGuy on 2019-02-05 05:57:17 (UTC)

    That was...intense.

    • A Eve on 2019-02-05 13:55:31 (UTC)

      Thank you...I love these intense experiences the best xox

  • Quincy216 on 2018-12-13 06:10:33 (UTC)

    At some during the week I'll come back and post a proper comment. It's late now and I have to get out of this Garden and go to sleep.

    But I couldn't walk away from this tonight without saying Thank You. This was wonderful.

    • A Eve on 2018-12-13 13:22:48 (UTC)

      Thank you so much Q! I'm so glad you enjoyed it, I hope you slept well 💋

  • Scarn on 2018-12-08 06:50:18 (UTC)

    Eve, this is absolutely beautiful. Thank you so very much for summoning the courage to post it.

    • A Eve on 2018-12-10 17:32:11 (UTC)

      Thank you so much! I have another similar audio planned that I'll be releasing soon, all the positive feedback has really inspired me 😘

  • Cashmeowsawhowbowdah on 2018-11-30 18:29:06 (UTC)

    For me, personally, the loving, heavily intimate stuff is what I'm aiming for in a relationship. So if anything, I think of it as preparation. Practice, if you will.

    • A Eve on 2018-11-30 20:58:09 (UTC)

      Yes, that's how I feel about it too. All the guys who just watch porn and gratify themselves in silent isolation won't have any idea what to do, how to act, or what can happen when they do find a real person to interact with. I think it's so important to consider all the aspects of a relationship before you have one.

  • CharlieRomeoLima on 2018-11-26 08:24:23 (UTC) (edited)

    My 2 cents is that [Love Play] is a perfectly valid theme, 100%. Besides their role as descriptors, tags help listeners to glimpse the 'spirit' of an audio. I think this is crucial to most, excepting the most superficial and casual of listeners, as a huge part of the medium's draw is precisely in how they make you as a participant feel emotionally. There are no shortage of fantasies that seek to conjure feelings of taboo and transgression of mainstream social mores; they should by no means characterize erotic audio as a whole, and beautifully positive audios like yours and this one in particular help redress the balance and expand the listenership.

    I believe many people do fantasize about being blessed with the kind of love and connection conveyed by this audio, whether they're single or not. The comments left here on Eraudica and the hefty traffic this site generates, are proof that demand exists for these kinds of loving audios! :)

    Great to see new commenters!

    • A Eve on 2018-11-26 12:35:26 (UTC)

      Thank you so much Charlie! What a thoughtful I sight on this, I really appreciate it! And I’m thrilled with all the comments too 😘

  • Shaden397 on 2018-11-26 04:39:31 (UTC)

    Hey Eve, thank you so much for taking the risk and making this audio. All of your material has been great over the past couple years, but this is the one I've been hoping and waiting for. I frequently scan through the audios to find something close to this to give me some small reminder of what it used to be like to feel someone loved you, and this was just perfect; It's been almost 6 years since I was able to feel anything close to it. So again, thank you for making this (and other audios). They've done so much to ease the emptiness I've been dealing with.

    • A Eve on 2018-11-26 12:36:59 (UTC)

      Well I’m sorry to hear you’ve been dealing with such bad feelings, but I’m very glad I’ve been able to help a little bit. I’ll definitely be doing more in this theme 💋

  • Matthew on 2018-11-26 00:34:12 (UTC)

    Miss Eve another great fantasy to get lost in , it must be a nice feeling to be in love cause you convey these emotions immaculately the primal need was so over whelming full of excitement absolutely amazing. you are an Audio Goddess Thank you for all you do 🎧😘

    • A Eve on 2018-11-26 12:37:38 (UTC)

      Thank you, that’s a wonderful compliment! I’m so glad you liked it 😘

  • PrismaticDragon on 2018-11-24 16:24:15 (UTC) (edited)

    I was good this Black Friday and haven't bought anything frivolous, so the description of this audio is reeeeeeaaaaaallllly tempting me to renew my paid membership. 😂😂❤

    Edit: Welp, I can live without Tim Hortons for the next few weeks. Your content keeps me warmer than coffee anyhow. ;)

    • A Eve on 2018-11-25 21:48:12 (UTC)

      Aww, that's so sweet of you! Thank you so much! ❤️

      • PrismaticDragon on 2018-11-26 00:44:01 (UTC)

        I'm giving myself an early Christmas present, really. Totally worth it, no regrets.

        • A Eve on 2018-11-26 12:37:54 (UTC)

          Thank you 😊😘

  • Jandrusel on 2018-11-24 09:53:10 (UTC)

    I do love the idea of "love play". I love to to hear comfort, positivity and connection in your audios. I cannot get that sort of 'vibes' anywhere else and they're the only way I have to feel loved and validated by another person. Even though I'm cynical about my love prospects, a tiny part of me still hangs on to hope desperately like a small ember between the ashes. That's why you audios are important. Quick faps are nice, but even when I do them I still feel unsatisfied and unloved. Eraudica is the only place I can satisfy those feelings of closeness and connection. I'm a love junkie even though I'm terrified of it and letting someone see the entire side of me.

    • A Eve on 2018-11-25 21:49:20 (UTC)

      I'm a love junkie too, and I'm amazed at how terrifying it is. I wonder why that is? Why should we be afraid of something everyone wants? I'm glad I can give you that feeling of being loved, you deserve it. 😘

    • PrismaticDragon on 2018-11-24 16:38:25 (UTC)

      Yo, I'm the exact same way. Really glad we both found this site, and I wish you find the love you deserve (just as we ALL deserve!)

      • A Eve on 2018-11-25 21:48:26 (UTC)

        absolutely! thank you!

  • MIL218 on 2018-11-24 04:32:13 (UTC)

    Wonderful audio Eve. First time commented, but the description moved me to act. I listen to your audios for the connection, they saved me at a particularly bad point in my life. Don't be afraid of your own creativity, and be proud of yourself in everything you do. In addition, this audio is directly in line with everything you state on your about page where you talk about creating sex-positive content. You stick to your guns and I admire that. I love everything you produce and have been a huge fan since 2015. Don't forget be proud of yourself. Love-Matt

    • A Eve on 2018-11-25 21:50:10 (UTC)

      Hi Matt - thank you so much! I agree, it's right on point with what I think and feel, it's just so nice to not be afraid to express it directly. Thanks so much for your sweet words! 💋

  • BookOnAShelf on 2018-11-23 21:24:53 (UTC) (edited)

    I haven't listened to the audio, but I'd like to put in my two cents on Love Play, as you seem still uncertain about it. I'm absolutely in favor of the idea. Audios in which I am made to feel loved and protected are pretty much the only ones I can really immerse myself in, like I'm really there with my boyfriend/girlfriend, instead of feeling like I'm voyeuristically peering into someone else's activities. Such audios are consistently my favorites that I come back to regularly. It might be because IRL I couldn't imagine myself having sex with someone I don't share an intimate mutual love with. I'm sorry to hear you've had such bad luck with guys, I for one am a total love junkie, and I'm sure I'm not alone. The more declarations of love, pet names, cuddles, and intimate kisses, the better, as far as I'm concerned.

    • A Eve on 2018-11-24 00:19:22 (UTC)

      Aww, I'm so happy to hear this! I hope you enjoy the audio, I'll definitely do more if it's a popular theme ❤️