The Return of Self-Love - a gentle JOI for those ending NoFap®

31:38 JOI/JOE Feb 09, 2016 17 comments 52546 6272

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A couple of weeks ago I did an Under the Covers with Eve episode about porn addiction, and discussed the NoFap® experience - men who abstain from masturbation or porn or both because their habit has become a misery to them.

I empathize with anyone wants to feel more in control of their sexuality, but I also believe that self-love is an important part of life, and in my opinion, I don’t think anyone should permanently deny themselves sexual pleasure. Maybe you need to cut back, maybe you want to try a different kind of sexual media, but whatever you do, I don’t think you should view your own sexual desires as a bad thing.

This audio is for anyone who is ’recovering’…maybe you’ve tried NoFap® for a while, maybe you’ve just cut back on your habits…and now you want to ease back into self-love in a more gentle, healthy way. Let me guide you through a gentle, passionate JOI in which I kiss and touch you, and join you in touching your balls and cock, encouraging you to feel the pleasure…

You can use this audio any way you like. Just listen without touching if you like, or just listen to the first part. Allow yourself to work up to it until you can listen to the whole thing. You can cum if you want, or not - it’s up to you.

This is aimed at straight men, but it would equally apply to anyone, gay or straight, male or female. Just relax and join me in a sensual journey, enjoying all the sensations your body can feel.

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  • TheGreek on 2021-01-31 22:55:52 (UTC)

    Oh Ms Eve! You gave me one of my best orgasm of my life! Even though that's the second time that I listen to this audio, I felt... different! It was so sensually intense. I truly felt that you were there with me, caressing me, kissing me, touching me. Every part of my body is now full of joy! I'm calmly aroused. I feel like the sexual human being that I am and you treated me as such. Oh Ms Eve, thank you so much for your erotic kindness and your sexual compassion! Indeed you make me feel full of pure erotic sensations and my soul is now peaceful.

    • A Eve on 2021-02-02 13:48:13 (UTC)

      I'm very glad to hear it, I think men need to feel this way more often!

  • Martti45 on 2016-07-08 20:35:54 (UTC)

    Oh my god! I think i did just had one of the best orgasms of my life. You truly are best at your craft. You have that incredible way of convincing me that you are right there with me giving me the best handjob ever. Such intimate, loving and mindshattering expierence, as always :). Thank you, Eve <3

    • A Eve on 2016-07-10 11:09:42 (UTC)

      Aww, you're very welcome!

  • MadWithLust on 2016-04-24 12:59:51 (UTC)

    I loved this! So soft, sweet, and sensual! I imagined this as an intimate, loving handjob. An amazing lover behind me, with all those hot kisses, those hot yet gentle whispers in my ear encouraging me, her hand gently caresses me all over my body while the other strokes me into the fantasy of her, the ecstasy of being inside her! What a way to self-love! :D

    • A Eve on 2016-04-25 11:40:03 (UTC)

      awww, thanks MWL :D

  • JJJ on 2016-02-14 11:11:04 (UTC) (edited)

    I saved this recording so I could listen to it today on this day of self love. I've been on no-porn for a while now and erotic audio is the only type of media I consume.
    This particular recording left me completely speechless and drained, and I can only applaud you for that Eve.

    I only just saw your pictures! I hope you have a wonderful day today.


    • A Eve on 2016-02-14 13:25:30 (UTC)

      I hope you do too ❤️

  • OmnisiahsAcolyte on 2016-02-13 04:20:26 (UTC)

    After a week without fapping I can say with 100% certainty. That was the greatest, soul shattering orgasm of my life. Everything about this hits all of my buttons just perfectly. Eve I've got to thank you for this. In fact, when No Fap November rolls around I'll be sure to try and do this again.

    And I've got to say this audio was so damn sweet you could probably use it as a substitute for baking pastries. Thanks again Eve for rocking my very soul with this.

    • A Eve on 2016-02-13 20:21:31 (UTC)

      aww, that's so lovely! I'm so glad you liked it! ❤️

  • cuddle_with_me on 2016-02-11 18:42:10 (UTC)

    This is so sweet, soft, sexy and loving. I hope the people who have decided to return to letting themselves feel pleasure and release in a healthy way enjoy this! Gorgeous work, Eve... 🌹

  • Frenchy93 on 2016-02-11 01:56:43 (UTC)

    I don't ever recall having an orgasm as pleasurable as that. Eve, once again you have proved to be a master of your craft, this audio is absolutely perfect.

    • A Eve on 2016-02-11 20:54:06 (UTC)

      thank you so much, that's so lovely to hear!

  • Jandrusel on 2016-02-10 15:18:06 (UTC)

    See? This is the kind of stuff that makes me want to go out and 'erect' a statue in your honor. I wish I could have discovered this last year, when I was doing NoFap and failing miserably at it. I would've been convinced right away.

    Your love and appreciation for the male body, and the way you understand the desires and frustrations of many men, including myself, is out of this world. I sincerely hope that, in the future, more men will discover your audios. So that every man who's ever felt down about his body, his worth, or his experience with girls, can get a little bit of love from your site.

    You're an angel, Eve. Your work is like a godsend. ❤️

    • A Eve on 2016-02-10 21:34:11 (UTC)

      Aw, thank you so much! What lovely thoughts ❤️

  • Blingboy on 2016-02-10 12:37:56 (UTC)

    Hi eve I really enjoy your no fapping audios!

    • A Eve on 2016-02-10 21:33:42 (UTC)

      I'm glad, thank you!